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12 Apr, 2026

actual date - 31.03.2026

i remember back in 2023-24 i used to write a lot of studies about psychology.. i really wonder where that passion went ( °ヮ° ) ?, either way though, i think i'll try that again, i really enjoy dojng it and its a great way to practice my focus since i've been struggling with it lately. i also figured my favorite color is pink! i actually always thought it was black or this really deep wine red, but now that i dont think about violence so much it became clear to me that i've always liked pink. i've still got to figure out my favorite animal though.. but i always thought it was a jellyfish! i love jellyfishes, i just dont feel that same kind of "spiritual connection" as i do with my other favorite things.. so i dont think its really a favorite. maybe a dove? cat? oh god.. theres too much. recently i thought that maybe its a marble fox, i just need to put a picture of one here now (≧∇≦)

so cute, no?? that one's still young so its even more adorable!! sadly its still not my favorite. i prefer meanings rather than appearance, maybe thats why. ill search up some animals today, but id appreciate suggestions! hopefully i'll find my favorite soon enough!

talking about favorites, i love shrimps and vegetables SO much. my friends never liked either of those, but i think they might just be my comfort food. i always reach out for a salad when im upset, although i do eat some unhealthy things as well.. pretty often (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝).

this might be a bit off topic, but i never really understood why people insult others for doing what they do, especially if its not harmful! personally i love hearing about other's hobbies and interests! my friends have a lot of them, i have to admit im jealous of some.. but i do wish them well! theyre just so cool and smart, i wish i was like them so bad (¬_¬") by the way, i really love all my friends, they're so supportive and sweet! especially someone i'll just name alex for privacy reasons, im currently set on helping him since he's been struggling a lot, i feel so bad!! i wish i could come and help but we're long distance ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა, i just hope he will feel better!